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September 01

Here is something about me

Hi yall here is somethiig about me and let see if i had change!
Name: Emma Khemissara Srisawat
:nick Name(s): Emm, Emmy,Ashley,sara
DOB: 12 novemebr 1992
Favorites:
Celeb:1. Vanessa Anne Hudgens
          2. Kelly Clarkson
          3.Ashley Olsen
          4. Chad M Murray
 Songs: Alot of kelly clarkson umm........ Come back to me, Breaking free, Were all in this together
Food: CHOCOLATES just give me a chocolate and i'll  eat it!! (also italian)
Movies: Highschool Musical,scary movies,House of wax, Pariate of the caqrribiean
Tv show: CSI CSI:Ny Summerland Cold case Without a trace ,bones ,One Tree hill, THe OC, Freinds
Charecter: Lindsay Monroe: CSI NY, Sara Sidle : CSI. Gabreilla Montez: highschool msical and TIN TIN:  Thunderbird
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Oh well thats about it and 2 more days is school so good luck to everyoone at a new school or not
Miss ya::::xoxoxoxox
July 28

blends request is back again!!!!

 

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Hi ya'll i've just found out that the blends request is back again until my school term of year nine is starting... Well the current blens is Sophia Bush, Olsen twins, Chad micheal murray, Kelly Clakrosn, Emma watson, Christina Aguilera, Britney spears.....Paris Hilton (this one looks very nice i think and now i'm on mandy moore if any of these cekeb is on your list please take them and link back to me and also comment in my space......... Oh yeah another one is hilary duff....... I really gona mizz all my freinds and i'm jst gona miss them and all.Umm... I spent the whole days making blends that looks alot better and it just amazin' how much different it is....... WOW...... I really mizz my freinds yeah yeah i know i've sed it like 1000 times but i like to say it just to comfort me again.. This is quite suck because on monday starting from morning till noon i have to work as a libraian and not getting paid that is really gonna suckzzzzzz. yeah and also one thing i was wonderinf is why when people check in my sapce or other people spaces. they dun really read it and i htink they should sumtyms if the blog is not to dramatic and alllllllllll.............................. Do you wanna know what i did at elyse's party yeh We play this ghost game shooting and i found out i was actually pretty good and i was fineeeeeeeee yeah............... I can't believe i can put make-up on ther people and put eye liner which rulz for me and all.... Heeres is something i wanna do Sing LOW by kelly Clarkson alot becasue i can kinda adjust my tone to be kinda like kelly's like me be able to sing.......... But it doesn't sound to good yet for now as you can see. I unno why my space blog is quite long tese days because i dun normally do this long and My half kinda boyfriend is not emailing me yet which suckds and it sad becuase they say they will but then nothing happens and doo sad for me......---....... I hate sum poeple really much (not in mys chool btw) it is just annoying so baddddddddddddddddddddd it sucks it just suckd. I'm am really gonna mizz CSI and freinds and can't wait for the 7thn episodes The first epidsodes of CSI season 7th is on september and i can't wait at all it be on 21 of september and then the nxt one is some where it kinda amazing because it wanna see what sara and grissom will turn out like My mum thinks that sara and grissom is a couple for the fez thing but grissom said himslef that it a feeling thing nothing sexual it jsut normal couple who love each otther and it kinda coollllll this is really amazsing to see sara nd grissom togeter When i first found out i was kinda shocked actually i never knew i will be some time here... you know........If any of the las vegas charecter dies i think i'm might gionna cry and write all about it imagen Sara Sidle dead I think i'm definatly gonma make a big deal out of this and gonna write long about it and just gona write long abut it and also put as a msn name LOL......... if you want i can make blends for you with cleb on it but remember i an't the best and all but i thnk i can get better <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 Today mood: Sad and Angry at sumone Today Sond: low by kelly Clarkson <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 I luv all my feinds and CSi soo cya later P.s jade and elyse have fun at aussie!!!!!!!! Boys Stop being coward and face the fact and start talking......

 
 
July 27

.....^......

today it's okay i think i calm down alittle and they are like you know my emotions you get easy sometimes and today i kinda had it undercontrol........... I dun care anymore......... I'm just gona move on and stop thinkin' about the craps that is botherin' me and just get on with my life............
I'm gona do music moods tooooo
well todaty is LOW- KEllY CLARKSON.....
It really reflects my emotions!
Artist: Kelly Clarkson Lyrics

Song: Low Lyrics

 

Everybody's talking
But they don't say a thing
They look at me with sad eyes
But I don't want the sympathy
It's cool you didn't want me
Sometimes you can't go back
Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that

I just have to say
Before I let go

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

No, I don't need your number
There's nothing left to say
Except I never thought it'd hurt this much to be safe

My friends are outside waiting
I've gotta go

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

What you did was low
What you did was low
What you did was low

I walk out of this darkness
With no sense of regret
And I go without precautions
We both know that you can't say that
Just to show
For all the time I loved you so
So

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
When the truth came out
Were you the last to know
Were you left out in the cold
'Cause what you did was low

Have you ever been low
Have you ever had a friend that let you down so
'Cause what you did was low

CSi finale and My freinds

Okay okay i can't really update my space when i try it everthing poes wrong so i really won't but i have to say goodbye CSI season and
my freinds Hom jade elyse and julia so then........ that sad so i welcome CSI season 7  on september 21 first shown on cbs and the a month later it might be shown on
axn or maybe when CSI miami finised its 4th epi then we get to watch it but also welcom csi miami 4th season to axn somehow

and horatio is gettin married and mybe she might die somehow!!!
Offical the Sara Sidlke and Gil grissom is together but furst yeh i want them to be together but then I kinda want sara to be wid nick or somethin but its up to
jerry bruckhiemer right???? so i dun really know: ::::: Wish the best to the CSI(S)::::
Gil grissom ( william Petersen)
Catherine Willows ( Marg Helegenberger)
Sara Sidle ( jorja fox)

nick stokes ( george eads)
warrik brwon ( gary dourdan)
Greg sanders ( Eric Szmanda)
Jim brass= who survive (paul Guilfoy)
and Dr al robbins ( Robert david hall)
Good luck with the CSI and my best freinds!!!!!!!!!
July 24

Sliumber tmr yeh

yay, I love them!! :-[Code] ? .
 
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guess what yua'll tmr i'm going to ma best freinds house for a slumber party and we are goin ta have fun. ma present might not be the best but i meant it and i hope elyse would like it to and we are goin ta play makeovas and so on and whos coming ????? Jade and elyse (of course becuz they live there) HOM AND ME AND NILE AND NING AND ALSO SIGNG but he is not goin for der slumber!!!! well i can't wait and oh oh i have this new project it to edit old clothes to make it look betternow i'm workin on an old pants and took me ages to design it and so......... jade!! theres no email YET This really sux waited for like a week and nothing sothis sux i think i'm just gona be movin onnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miz all ma best freinds and they are my bestr freinds....... i miz ya'll and i will nevr forget you and hope the best for you!

luv ya.

July 15

can't belive

I somethimes think thats this might not work, waititng for an email, it just might not work
it might end up heart breaking i hate crying from gettin ma heart broken it's just bad
I don't wanna think to much about this but iam and it sucks and now everyone knows who
i like and i just wanna stop talking about it until he meets me or emails me, which i think is never gonna be true, you guys might think i am stupid but have you guys ever heard of love at first sight?? well if you huys have you will know what it feels like and some times it feels great and sometimes i just sucks!!!!!!!!!!!
Next year will suck becuz all ma freinds are leaving and i will meet them again but not everyday and things are not gonna be like what they use to be and it just gonna bor me out.I have the best times with a best freinds and they never seem to bot me out allways have fun and all and they are the best freinds ever and they are like the best they protect you and they trust you and they are not vain not stupid they are freinds they know the meaninf of freinds if you dunno the meaning you a not a real freind and i can't believe one day everthing is changed everything life sucks but you know what they say you just gotta drop it and move on>>> School won't be the same and who is gonna cause trouble normally its william and peter and alex etc but now that they are gone it will be quiet and its not the same........ who is gonna play football wid me it owuld normally be jade and hom are they there (NO!) they are not gonna be there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whos gonna play American Idol with me it would BE  Elyse and Julia and hom but now that they are not there it not gonna be right,,,,, when i cry who makes me laugh again jade elyse hom julia alex peter william and all ma other freinds are they gonna be there NO!!!! this really suxs but life is life right and friends is like what you really need,,, trust me you can't live without freinds and it just gonna make you lonely and it makes you harder in the open world OH YEAH who am i gonna sit with ??????? <FUR!> no i normally sat with jade elyse and hom and julia!!!! Who is gonna imitate other when elyse is gone she's like the best!>!>!>! It just in all of a sudden you know,,,,,,, it vanish i dun want them to leave but they are and it sucks and it sucks i know i worte sucks alot of tyms but i have to express ma feelings like this!,! the only way!!! i wish that things would be great for them and they to have good freinds and a good future i love all ma freinds no matta what, all mean all of ma freinds i mean all okay, i'm not gonna change!!!! i'm not gonna act posh and vain i'm juts gonna be me EmMA who likes pplaying football and hanging out wid ma freinds and i will never gonna forget ma freinds and i really hope that we stay intouch!~_~_~_~_~_~ I know you gys might think i am complaining but i am not i'm just expressing ma feelings OK!! In term 2 year 7 jade elyse and hom help me (they can chose not to ) but they did, they dun really like me at first they would probably hate bme and then when they chose to help me things change and its better and that is the first time at that school i felt that i have friends i mean real freinds and then we stick together for a whole year and then things turn out very well and i was great we only know each other for two years but we felt really close to each other and we invite each other ovas gossip play games make over and all and i'm really gonna mizz that alot!! ma freinds is the best thing that had happen to me so far::::
:::guys i really gonna miz you and i luv y'all::::

Something that i do for fun

Here IS somethig that i do for fun to help me stop think, it a quiz thingy i will be fine!!
You Are Most Like Heidi Klum
Girl next door vibe with top model looks
You Are 52% Girly
You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie.
You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines.
Your Celebrity Style Twin is Kirsten Dunst
More hippie chic than hippie chick.
Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue
You've got the personality of a blue eyed women
You're intense and expressive - and always on the go
You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in
You are a No Drama Mama!
No need for drama, you just chill out and don't let things bother you
You've got a peaceful, zen-like attitude... even when things get crazy
You're a pleasure to be around, and you have lots of friends to show for it
You don't need to be the center of attention, you're happy enough as is!
You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy
When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.
You Should Wear A Black Bikini
You're too sophisticated to be a typical beach bunny...
But you may need a bikini to wear to a swanky pool party!
Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson
"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be"

No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley
Funky, eccentric, and offbeat
You're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl
You Are Sheryl Crow!
Down to earth with tons of creative energy
When you talk, everyone can relate to you
"Life springs eternal
On a gaudy neon street
Not that I care at all"
You Are a Good Girl! You're into fun - but it has to be your own brand of fun
Drinking? No thanks. You rather spend your time differently...
Whether it's talking with friends, taking up a hobby, or reading
You're not the type to socialize just for socializing's sake!

Your Vibe is Super Sexy
You feel 100% sexy at almost any moment
And this inner sexiness really does boost your appeal
You're confident, playful, and outgoing
You know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it! (this one is funny LOL)


Your Lucky Love Color is Black
When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.
You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.
And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.
Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.
Your Aura is Orange
Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go.

You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need a man who challenges you!

Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete.
Guys Like That You're Charming
You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads
Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-)
You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet
So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!
Your Ideal Hairstyle:
Long and Framed
You Are Boot Cut Jeans
You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way.
You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week


Your Passion is Purple!
You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.
You Are 42% Scary
You're a pretty normal, nice girl... but you definitely have your scary moments.
As long as you acknowledge them and apologize, you'll probably keep your guy around
Your True Sign Is Scorpio
Fiery
Powerful
Ambitious
Mysterious
Easily Obsessed
Full of Charisma
Universally Attractive
Possesive and Passionate


Your Fashion Style is Girly
You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've got
Dresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn heads
You love feeling like a girl in any setting
Even your workout clothes are cute and feminine!
Classic Halter Dress
Classy and sexy, you know how to make a lasting impression without having an outrageous dress.
Break Up? Are You Kidding?
You're relationship is top notch, period!
Why are you even taking this quiz? :-)
Maybe you know you've got a good thing going
Or maybe you're a little shaky from a fight
Either way, stick with this guy!
The PJ's You Are Most Like: Sexy PJ's
You're a hot girl, and you don't let anyone forget it - even yourself
You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love
Relax a little - you look great even when you're not wearing lipstick!
You Are Confident Sexy You're one sexy chica, and you know it.
You've got the confidence to strut your stuff...
And approach any man who happens to catch your eye.
You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie.
You Are a Good Girl
You are 80% Good and 20% Bad
Generally speaking, you're a very good girl.
(But you don't have us totally fooled!)
Your Power Color Is Blue
Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

Your Element is Fire
Your power color: red

Your energy: hot

Your season: spring

Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.
You are a Rocker Girl!
If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!
You Should Get A Butterfly Tattoo
Girly and funky
For you, tattoos are a thing of beauty - not toughness
You Are Skinny Heel Boots
You always look great - from your styled hair to your sleek boots.
Your Nail Polish Color is Magenta
How you're unique: You're confident - and you show everyone the true you

Why your style rocks: You have the attitude to carry the most outrageous outfits off

What this color says about you: "Look at me. I know you want to!"
Your Glamour Icon Is
If eyes were made for seeing, then Beauty is its own excuse for being.
Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body
You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers
And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back
You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours
One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!


You are Thong Sandals
Trendy and modern
You're always seen in the latest styles
From glam to casual, you always look fantastic!
You Are Raspberry Chocolate Lip Gloss
You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn.
You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date.

But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too!
You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of raspberry and watermelon goes great on your lips.


It's 90% Love and 10% Lust
You and your guy are truly in love, even if that spark seems to be a little dimmer.
You Are Lacy Panties
You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class.
You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness.
Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately.
Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match.
You Are a Sleek Black Bra!
Subtle, sophisticated, and classy.
You're not the first woman a man notices in the room...
But you're the one he remembers a week later.
You need a guy who will make a lasting impression on you too!
You Should Be In Atomic Kitten
Cute and stylish - you're the perfect little pop package.
Oh, and you can sing a little too :-)
You Are Midtown
You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label.
Your city girl persona goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next.
Your Perfume is Glow Fresh, sexy, and clean.

You're real, intimate, and exciting.

Your lush sensuality appeals to men...

And you're as sexy as Jennifer Lopez.

Power scents: Orange flower, grapefruit, and citrus.
You Are 38% Bitchy
You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream
Sweet. Romanic. Genuine
You Are Not a Gold Digger
You go out of your way to take care of everything in your life.
Including money - which you've got plenty of, thank you very much.
And you have no intentions of being a trophy girlfriend for some bald guy.
Just make sure that hottie you met isn't scheming to be your boy toy!
As a successful woman like you knows, gold digging goes both ways these days.
This Fall, You Should Wear
Destroyed Jeans
Your Flirt Quotient
You are 40% Flirt
You are a Total Romantic
For you, love is like a fairy tale.
Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.
Problem is, you sort of want all three.

You bring the spark in the relationship
In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning
Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

You Are Elektra
"You don't know how I feel. I want revenge
You Are a Down to Earth Doll
You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie
Your Makeup Look Is
Punk Glam Eyes
You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour!
You are a Romantic Date
Your dating philosophy?
"Date to fall in love"
You prefer your dates to lead you down a romantic path
If there's no soulmate connection, you're just wasting your time

Guys to look for:
Guys serious about love, who say they're ready for marriage
Search for guys looking to "settle down" or "meet my match"
Because if a guy's just playing the field, he won't give yout the romance you crave
Your Scent is Key Lime
Sassy, real, and totally smooth
You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge!
You Are Big Black Boots!
You can be best described as: attitude
You've got lots of it - and you love to give it
A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you
But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little
You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!
You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows
However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.
Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...
You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

You Go For Brains!
You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)
You Are A Woman!
Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!
Your Toes Should Be Pink
You love to dress girly and work your feminine charms, with a bit of an edge.

Your ideal guy: Is confident enough to get any girl he wants

Stay away from: Jerks who only see you as eye candy
Your Gemstone is Orange Saphire
Courageous, optimistic, and successful.
Your confidence helps you handle the ups and downs of life
Your Hat Personality Is A
Cowboy Hat
You Are A BCBG Black Leather Clutch
You're a modern, urban chick who's more than a little tough
(Well, as tough as you can be while carrying a purse)
Black leather is like your denim - goes good with everything
You'd even wear it to work, if you could get away with it
You Should Weigh 131
If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!  (HAHAHA LOL)

Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)
You Should Be a Musician
You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.
You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!
You Should Drive a Bentley Azure
You're all flash, and you love to show off to anyone who will watch.
And you're such a high roller, this is just one car of many for you...
Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
Erotic Thriller
You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.

Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush
Kelly Clarkson Shares Your Taste in Music

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)

Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is
Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield

"No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins"

July 14

SUCKS

well today is very sad becuz many of ma freinds are leaving and i said to myself that i will not sry but i did realy bad and i just not me who creid though!!!!!!
here are the lists of good freinds that is leaving:
:JADE:ELYSE:HOM:JULIA:ALEX:PETER:WILLIAM(MAYBE):NAT:ICE:
SINGH:ABLE
I'm gonna cry
it just so sad!!!!!!!!
I luv y'all and miss y'all (btw luv as friends LOL)
and still i still have no email, do you think he forgets about me already!!!
July 13

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Still no email and this really sucks but who can i blame, he's like very goed looking and he's like you know but if some people tries to cross the line they will get something back i dun care if you ignor me because that what i want it to happen so i can just shut you up the word is I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! but i love curtis, he's like the love at first sight here!!!! i think he has alot of GF already and that kinda freaks me out>>> but my self i think he doesn't, because the connection won't be real <<<<<this is kinda embaressing if he reads this but i dun really think he will, but i hope i get the email on my 4 hour scribble, i put everything on that scribble and think hard about it and i dun think they like it but i dunno i haven't ask them yet but the step mom says that they like it so I"M SO HAPPY when i heard that, i just hope i get the email and that would make me eat alot again becuz now i eat less just because i cry everyday about him and when my freiends teases him (the boys <idots LOL>) i cried but i first though that why should i i dun know him that much, but i did it (what i think) i really care and those of you who don't know who he is then just keep knowing nothing and just mind your own B-ness and shut your ass UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just need one email to make things betta>
->-----Today-----<-
jade and cooke has a PR which sucks cooke is such a lair why did he lie he should tell him the real feeling, and jade is kinda hating himand i kinda missing him (you know who)
so me and jade listens ti heaven and tried to cry but it didn't really work on me but jade it works but then when i tune in behind these hazel eyes i creid abit the song has meaning it sad but i love it xxxxx
P.S i really miz you and can't wait to see you
can believe i fall for you LOL


July 12

LOVE LIFE SOMETIME SUCKS

My freinds is in LOVE and I am in LOVE and many people is in love but the love weired thing is we love the same kinda name that start wid the same LETTER ~_C_~
Her is a C
and mine is a C
it just weird and i hope my relationship works becuz it doesn't seem ta!!!!!!
no one is emailing me anything do they know how long i tok on making them that scribble it took me around 4 hours i coud have swam but i chose to do it for them <especially HIM> and it sux it you dun get the email expecting a comment on what you made, the you put you heart into it and then you get nothig not even a comment from the person you like, maybe it not real or what but why i feel the connection when we smiled at each other and i know ours eyes contact and that would probably be the best smile time of my life. But we are so far apart and then he's leaving the island tmr and he is going back to his school soon, but why i have a feeling that i might not meet him again, i'm doing alot now i dunno i think i am eating less and  i'm crying !!!!more i hate this i'm crying and crying evry day wondering when i will see him gain!!!!! his sweet smile